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簟枕秋凉 @ 2005-12-31 18:18

我太天真了,当然,天真,对女人是好事。
自己真的觉得自己很可笑,发自内心的好笑
没有鄙视或者不屑的意思,哈哈

对于早已丧失赤子之心的人,我却天真地以自己完全没有被玷污过的赤子之心相待
我不可笑,是什么
哈哈。不是刻意笑给自己听,那样的话就太可悲了
事实上我现在脸上的表情有点接近冷笑式的不以为然。

很开心,我走出来了,那么快
EQ确实高。
四年多前的选择,果然没错。

无论未来何去何从,我想我不会丢弃我的赤子之心和我的天真
只是希望我真的能够稍微长大一点,至情至性是不错
但看人,看那些早被某种生活吞噬的人,不能太至情至性了,
我知道到我,足以三代,我知道到我,足以是贵族
至情至性的贵族,像玛格丽特对于连那样,多少也有些可悲
我何必呢?
我完全可以抱着自己的赤子之心 天真快乐地生活下去
等到生命中美好的每一天,享受每一天的美好,alone可以很美好。


 
簟枕秋凉 @ 2005-12-01 18:02

确切记得应该是毕业前down的片子了
一直没有勇气去看,不是怕破了the fablous image of England,只是怕受不了那种平淡生活的摧残
这个星期也算经历了不少事情了,倒也是这样平静地过来了,星期一终于做出了早在半年前我就该或者说就想做出的决定
星期二六教的阳光和necklace折射的光点还历历在目,
昨天又翘了老板的课做了一件似乎有悖于周一之决定的事情
很奇怪的感觉to all the things, and to all people
and today, at last the AnnaSui necklace
当然我也收到了等待的代价,为怕失去它所付出的担心,怎么说呢,总是要物尽其用,及时行乐的,不然没有人会来承担你的损失
所以anblue戴着她的new scarf出门去上她已经喊叫了一下午不想去上的课

至于Vera Drake,remember
In memory of my parents, a doctor and a midwife
then what do u think the director really want to show us?
people that give us birth and save us from death
and people deprive some people's rights to birth
maybe I shouldn't say that it was Vera that who did that
it's their mother who made the decision of abortion
what Vera did was only help them fulfill their wishes
most of them didn't mean to be pregnant, that's the fathers' faluties
and maybe there were also something wrong with their mother
but what about Vera? She just didn't want to see more miserable people in the world , since life is hard enough
of course, at the end of the film, most of us would admit that Vera had done something wrong
yes, I might be agree with that too, might be. But I still feel something unreasonable in that
It's not because that Vera is kind, warm-hearted, and was cheated by the woman named Lily
It's from the soul, if we really have some mean soul
when Vera said that she was guilty at the court, when everyone said that it was serious, everyone promised that Vera wouldn't do 
that again
but how many people really understand Vera
understand Vera's initial motivation of doing that? I wonder whether Vera herself still believe what she had done for maybe more than twenty years. Did she really think that she was guilty? Did she really regret for what she had done? Actually, she might helped many young girls, except that I acknowledge that there would be proportions that someone maybe like the one in hospital in film.
Do men who figured laws really know about  women? Do they really understand what's the most important, or more important in a woman's life? The law was constituted   in 1861. And as time goes by, the world was totally changed, nowadays, maybe everyone is conscious of that.
I just don't want to seem to defend Vera.
But I still believe if the director wasn't ironic about  Vera, then the last sentence showed on the screen just show the director's  forgiveness and his love actually toward lives.


 
簟枕秋凉 @ 2005-11-25 14:17

面对选择,是不是还是由于VIRGO的关系,又很难决断了
不想被管束,不想被牵制,不想被束缚
不想失去我正在享受的自由
而且那是一个让我压抑的地方,让我紧张,让我不爽,我甚至一次都不想再踏入
但我却又开始和那些微薄的收入过不去
实在太微薄了
就这么一丁点,要求还那么得高,我不用这么自贬身价吧
我的劳动力不是那么廉价的
更何况我的时间何其宝贵
考试,口试,论文……无论如何,做学生还是苦的,苦过工作
没有收入,要倒贴钱,还要被考试,被论文所压迫
我确实两难了
又开始犹疑不前
也许去年这个时候Anson曾有过这样的感觉
现在却是我,应该是不同的,我是不一定要做嘢嘅,宜家
而两年半后我却也会没有选择
那如今呢?我该何去何从……
至今,我没有答案
答案会在72小时内揭晓的
生活的压力和生命的尊严哪一个重要?
是过着自由或穷困的生活
还是稍感滋润却疲于奔命的日子
我不会选择